schmerz

Walking barefoot on a warm meadow…the sun is shining on my skin…I’m free as a cloud… peoples voices far…far away from heaven…I’m on standby…my head is empty just in this moment I feel happy!

I’m walking on empty streets on my own

My head is full of shit!

Can’t be on standby...I’m going home…my stomach is empty…

Smoke…

I’m not hungry anymore. I eat .I feel sick!

Life is black at the moment…

Smoke……

What have I done? Questions in my head won’t pass by!

I sink into the music…

What can I do...is it me or is it you?

fuck!

Must life be so complicated or is it just you?

I hate me and you

I feel like shit!

Life’s a bitch babe and then I die, that’s why I get high!

Kill all Barbie dolls!

You know I love you! Asshoe!

Red thickened eyes…small as cats’ eyes

Headache…tiredness…sickness…

Smoke…

Soft and quiet music…

Water on my lips…a swollen face

Feeling empty… lonely…afraid

Great Sadness

Warmth…

Thickened eyes