mein cowboy

Dear B.

Yesterday was the lowest point ever.

But it's okay now.

I just had to write down all those hidden feelings inside me.

Now my heart is lighter again.

I don't know if it's your thoughts reaching me.

Comforting me.

I didn't know how to go on next.

You've showed me the path.

Yes I really feel better today indeed.

yours a.

Maybe we have to lose each other before we can find each other again.

hey you,

as I know how much you love coffee I found a few nice lines for you :)


Coffee / Kaffee

A morning without coffee is like something without anything.

Decaf coffee is like kissing your sister.

Dont' talk to me until I have my second cup of coffee.

Everybody should believe in something: I believe that I'll have some more coffee now.


Live is too short for bad coffee.


The four groups of food: coffee, icecream, beer and pizza.


There is too much blood in my coffein


Three things make a good coffee: first coffee, second coffee and third coffee

hope you like them,

your flower

You were the one who accepted me as I am, who wasn't afraid of me, who didn't want to kid me.

You were the one I was searching for without knowing it.

And then I blew it.

I've seen it.

But on the other side I'm sure you'll realize what you've lost when you've let me go.

If you think I'm playing games with you, bad luck for you.

Yeah I've got my high expectations.

I've got my clear conceiveabilities.

And sure you know that the better the quality the higher the price.

Honesty is the best policy.

no no doubts...

i don't need them now...

no thoughts of our story just having been a farce...

i stay positive...

i believe in you...

this is just not bearable for a heart like mine

this is...what is it ?

love ?

foolishness i think.

grief.

and pain.

i don't want it as it is.

i don't want to regret.

hold me.

You want me to let go

because you love me

and want me to be happy

But why don't you see

that I can't do you this favour

because I love you

And the only way to make me happy

is not to tell me to let me go

but to accept that I can't

I just can't

so let me love you

if you really love me.

:schmatz:ach blümchen, du schreibst soooo schön und soooo traurig und dann wieder soooo romantisch - du bist sicher seeeehr kreativ - und danke für deinen eintrag betreffend der ingwerfarm (nasezuhalt), hab so gelacht darüber

Maybe it's wrong to love you

to fix myself on you

that's what I've heard from many people

and you wouldn't believe me anyway

that I've tried to get away from you

and to keep my heart open for someone else

Maybe from the outside

I'm strong

but not strong enough

to fight against my feelings for you

because after all you're so important to me

I don't care

about what other people think

if they find me brave how much I love you

or if they find me stupid because I'm holding on to you

the point is that you have do what you think is right to be happy

I know you try to let me go

to give me a new chance for happiness

and knowing that makes me happy

Because it showes me

that you still love me

that you care for me

But it also makes me sad

because it showes me

that you don't want to give me the chance

to be happy with you.

I feel so safe

in your thoughts.

Because distance doesn't matter

in the affairs of heart.

No matter what lies behind.

No matter what lies ahead.

I'm not alone.

Not anymore.

good night my heart.

wherever you are...I'm with you.

You want me to hate you

But I still love you

Because of all you did

I’m sure now

That you love me

Yes you do

I feel it

I know it now

And it makes me so happy

It makes me the happiest girl on earth

It gives me so much strength

Although were apart

I’m not afraid of doing something wrong anymore

I’m not afraid of having lost you

Or that it’d be too late

I don’t have to fight or hide anymore

I’m not sad anymore, don’t have to cry

Because your heart loves me

Our bond will never break

Because we’ve chosen each other

Every day I’m getting more excited

Until the day we’ll see again

Until I’ll take you in my arms

I love you

You think I can't be happy with you

But how can you know

When we've never tried...

Maybe it's not so easy

But when you truly love

You also sometimes have to fight

Even if it's not that easy

But it's real love and happiness

That you earn.

I understand now

Why all the lies

Why all the hurting

I understand now

That you want me to hate you

But I still love you

I always will.

So don't hurt me

By saying

I should stop loving you.

I never will.

It's weird

when someone comes back

in your life

after some years

and says hello

That's what happened to me

yesterday

But the weirdest is

that in a few months

I'll be coming back in your life

after years

what will I be saying ?

We'll never know

how it could have been

if it would have happened

this thing with you and me

We'll never know

if we don't try

I know you live for the moment

I live for tomorrow

but that's okay

you know

Because we'll never forget

what had happened.

ps. I hope you're good.

dear B.

und wieder bist du mein letzter gedanke am abend.

die welt dreht sich.

das leben geht weiter.

und mein herz, es denkt an dich.

fühl dich geküsst und geliebt.

wenn auch nur in gedanken.

yours a.

Someone told me

He had a lightened a candle

For you and me

My friend told me

I should write a book

About you and me

Boys are flirting with me

Like crazy, and I'm just thinking

Of you and me

I think I understand now how it must have looked for you...

When that stupid M. thing had happened...

What you must have thought of me...

That I'd be going out with every guy and that I was only fooling you...

Well I see now how much it must have hurt you...

Although the truth is that I didn't go out with anyone...

But I gave you so many reasons to think I'd fool you...

And you gave me enoguh reasons too...

I understand now...

I'm sorry and it hurts me that it happened this way...

Knowing it was both our fault...

So if you can't forgive me, well, I understand...

You've got someone else to make happy and who makes you happy...

And I could turn around and make someone happy too...

It was a misunderstanding, but if you can't get over it , well, then it is as it is...

It's your choice...

I know what I did was wrong and for god's sake everyone makes mistakes...

But I never went out with any guy...

I always wanted to go out with you, but it never happened...

So let me tell you that all this time I kept my love for you...

But if you don't want it, that's fine...

Just tell me and I'll never bother you again.

ps. Sometimes the past overtakes you...

My heart

Is a sailing boat

Floating the sea

A little wind

A little breeze

Sun and storms

Warmth and cold

Hellos and goodbyes

New bays and waterfalls

Salty tears and endless smiles

Passing stories and places

My heart

Is a sailing boat

Going nowhere

Only knowing that

By tomorrow I'll be somewhere else

Until I am where I belong

You are.

There's no word for you

Each day I'm so thankful I got to know you

And that you showed me me how it feels to be truly happy

No I won't forget nothing

You die with me

Until then you just are

And always will be.

You.