my feelings at present

Tag,

Ich wollte einfach mal einige Gedichte von mir online stellen die zur zeit meinen Gefühlen entsprechen. Sie sind in Englisch weil ich find, das ich mich da beser ausdrücken kann. Aufs reimen hab ich auch verzichtet, da mir das doch zu schwer wäre aber ich find die sind auch so gut.

Das sind übrigens meine ersten. Eigentlich bin ich nicht der Typ für Gedichte aber ich wollt mich hal irgendwie richtig ausdrücken.

Falls Rechtschreibfehler drin auftauchen sollten, entschuldige ich mich dafür. Ich behersch die Sprache halt nicht perfekt.

Ich freu mich natürlich auch sehr über Meinungen darüber :)

I don't trust love because love does not last

I love someone but she breaks my heart

and now it is a dark place and every moment a terrifying something makes me feel timidly

I don't dare to trust in someone again, possibly my heart will break once more

Maybe I can't feel love anymore so I don't have much hope for my quest

But there is something

A small light

A safety warmth

that makes me looking for release over and over again

My mind resays love does not last but my heart doesn't hearing

The lonliest place of the World is a kingdom where I am sitting on it's throne

in a catsle, full of void

No inhabitants, no army

Only a plain with nothingness, grey and dark

My only knight is a fear

a fear of something, what will mortify my heart

It doesn't seems like I will survive such attack again

certainly my empire disintegrate and I won't have a place where I am safe in my mind

The time elapses very slow

I dream my days away

Every second seems like an hour

and every hour is like a year

the years go by

and at the end I fall in a long long sleep

Who are you?

What do you want from me?

Why do you offend everyone who don't think like you

I'm not here to take your orders

You have to know that I don't listen to what people say

and I don't need to be with people who don't care about me

I decide what I'm thinking and I'm doing

I go my way

so f*** off!