thoughts of one's life

Many things in life seem to be self-evident in everyday’s life, but it’s by no means a matter of course. Having a house, a car and a mobile phone are considered as natural, just like someone’s family and friends. But the value of theese things can only be recognized by loosing everything. Friends turning away in arrogance and envy even their wellbeeing was first. Parents who are hardly at home, preoccupied with their own problems and siblings who are off the world or have chosen to walk a lonely road. A lonelyness closing down every night when you return in an empty house, beeing sure that tomorrow silence will wish good morning, like the day tomorrow and the following one. The only thing in life, you believed in, love, running through your hands like water and you may not stop it. Even you’re surrounded you can still feel so alone. You’ve lost your way home again and you’re running out of places you can turn. Not a friend around for miles, no one’s gonna see you brake down an cry. That’s the time it really starts to hurt.

Irgendwann kommt die Zeit in der ein jeder sich seine Gedanken macht. Über die Welt, den Schmerz, das Leben...doch nur selten findet sich jemand, der auf den Punkt bringt, was für die Menschen zum Alltag geworden ist...nichts als Leere...I´m impressed...

Silent greatings -willow-